On the opposite side of the river, I came upon yet another fence. A few locals nonchalantly climbed over it by using a stone that seemed designed for aiding trespassers. The ascent looked easy. A woman approaching me from beyond the barrier hoisted one leg over the fence as though mounting a horse and then swung her other leg over and hopped onto the ground. Her fluid motion led me to believe this was a habitual practice and, therefore, not frowned upon. I, too, hurdled the fence and sauntered into the forbidden Bute Park, which officially closed fifteen minutes ago.
There
were exercise stations spread throughout the park. I managed to do ten pull-ups at the first
station, and at the next I climbed the monkey bars. By this time, the light was fading, and a
soft grey shadow spread across the fields as the sun began its disappearing
act. A few cyclists and joggers whizzed
by me in both directions. I was
comforted by their presence. At least I
wasn’t the only one trespassing. If I
were caught by the authorities, not only could I plead ignorance since I am
foreign, but I could also indicate that everybody else was doing it, too.
I
continued my childish game of exercise and gripped two horizontal poles, bent
my legs, and lifted them off the ground.
As I shrugged my shoulders and inched my sweaty palms forward on the
bars and traveled leglessly, I noticed a middle-aged man wearing a black beanie
pass me on his bike. Since he was
traveling in the opposite direction, I could see his face but the scant light concealed
any remarkable details beyond a generic description: white man, brown hair, average height. I thought nothing of him until I reached the
next exercise station when I spotted him walking his bike a few paces behind
me. Maybe he had reached the barrier and
decided to head home.
While inventing explanations for the man’s presence, I traveled onward up the concrete path when I reached a fork in the road. The left arced around a garden and led into the center of the park, whereas the right curved toward the river again. I chose the path on the right, and the strange man followed. As I inspected the outskirts of the garden away from the pavement, I saw him approach me. Before he could pass me, my eye was attracted to these vibrant flowers in the middle of a field, so I jogged toward them and snapped a photo in the depleting sunlight.
As I was composing the picture, the man passed me on the right and
headed up a dirt path surrounded by trees.
I could smell the marijuana on him.
Darkness was falling, and images of Deliverance briefly flashed across my mind. Horrid thoughts of being raped by a savage man in the wilderness motivated me to seek the shelter and safety of the hostel. I reached the path again, and in front of me I saw the man at a three-way intersection: the dirt path he took, the pavement I was treading on, and the fenced-off bridge. He was standing still, as though waiting for divine intervention to choose his path for him. Or maybe he was waiting for me to decide.
Darkness was falling, and images of Deliverance briefly flashed across my mind. Horrid thoughts of being raped by a savage man in the wilderness motivated me to seek the shelter and safety of the hostel. I reached the path again, and in front of me I saw the man at a three-way intersection: the dirt path he took, the pavement I was treading on, and the fenced-off bridge. He was standing still, as though waiting for divine intervention to choose his path for him. Or maybe he was waiting for me to decide.
I
approached him confidently and yet casually so as not to show the fear rising
inside me. I did not want him to know
what I was thinking. At this point, my
rational hypotheses regarding his behavior no longer seemed applicable. I was convinced he was following me for
reasons unknown to me, and I wanted to get away from him as soon as
possible. If not for the combination of
moonlight and light pollution from the city nearby, I would have been swathed
in complete darkness.
The
man was still standing near the intersection.
When I came within a few feet of him, I could make out the stubble on
his beard and the gray hairs that clung to his temple.
He
fit the image of The Bad Guy invented by my grandma to prevent me from making
noises after bed-time. After tucking my
brother and me into bed, she told us not to talk, or else The Bad Guy would
hear us outside. Apparently, he strolled
around the neighborhood after dark listening for the hushed conversations of
children. When he heard a naughty boy
talking after bed-time, he would knock on the door, and the adult in the
household would have to give up the child to The Bad Guy. If you were caught, he would eat you.
Although
I had never completely believed this cannibalistic folklore, I never completely
doubted it either, so I usually stayed quiet after lights-out. Although my grandma never recounted this tale
in much visual detail, I had always imagined The Bad Guy would have black
stubble and rough skin on his face. In
my mind, he wore a brown cowboy hat and always squinted his eyes and furrowed
his brow, because he never wanted you to know what was going on inside his head.
The
man in the park was wearing a black beanie, not a cowboy hat, but he stared at
me intently while I considered my escape route in my calmest manner
possible. I tried to compose myself as
though stumped with a decision of which brand of yogurt to buy, but really the
alarms inside my cranium were blaring at full-blast and my terror level was
elevated to RED.
As
a last resort to convince myself I was being silly, I considered that maybe the
man worked at the park and he was corralling the final visitors and encouraging
them to exit promptly. But then again,
if he were a park ranger, he would’ve reminded me that the park was
closed. He didn’t say a word to me, so I
went back to assuming he was a creep who either wanted to steal something that I
needed or give me something that I didn’t want.
I
started crossing the bridge, which had no barrier on this side of the river. As I reached the fence at the end, I looked
behind me. The man was rapidly walking
his bike on the bridge toward me. If I
didn’t jump over this fence now, I would be trapped between the barrier and
this mysterious stranger.
I
gripped the cold, metal bars, slick with rainwater and swung up my legs over
the railing. For a brief second, I envisioned
slipping on the wet terrain and falling prey to the maniac, but instead I landed
on the trail and began walking briskly toward the streets of Cardiff,
relatively illuminated compared to the dark park. I did not want to immediately run because I did
not want to alarm the man and let him know I was aware of his intentions. He had a bicycle and could catch up to me
with relative ease, so I was forced to strategize. I watched him over my shoulder and waited
until he was preoccupied with hoisting his bike over the fence. With his attention diverted, I sprinted up
the path until I reached the sidewalk.
I
learned this trick from my days running cross-country in high school. When you round a bend, you should quickly
surge ahead because your opponent can’t see you. When the path straightens out again, your
opponent’s morale is debilitated because seemingly you increased your pace, but
really you didn’t. You have a brief speed burst and then resume your previous
pace. This illusion is enough to widen
the gap and discourage the pursuer from catching up to you. He realizes now that he’ll have to expend
more energy than expected——energy he may not possess.
On
the sidewalk, I blended into a crowd of pedestrians and shrouded myself with
the hood of my rain jacket. I ducked
inside a convenience store and pretended to search for a Reese’s candy
bar. From reading numerous detective
novels, I learned that if you are being followed, never lead your pursuer
directly to your safe haven. When I was fairly
certain I evaded my tail, I headed toward the hostel.
In
all fairness, the man may have been riding home, and our paths could have been
coincidental. My paranoia could have
dramatized the entire episode, but I prefer to think he offered me a sinister
look when I met his gaze at the crossroads.
Without that menacing stare, there would be no adrenaline rush, no
suspense, and ultimately no story. I
face such little danger these days, so it is nice to have a taste every now and
then.
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